Spill your thoughts and emotions (here)

i havent updated in forever and a month.

goin to a football game tonight.

went to shanes dads funeral today, it was the sadest thing ever.

i never use this thing anyway...myspace is way better.

why is school so GAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?????????

the retreat is gonna suck.
homecoming is gonna suck.
watch us not even have a prom.

at least italy will be fun. they better not ruin that tho.

sometimes i wish i went to another school...but then again thats why i came to mics...was to go to another school. so that would be pointless b/c i really dislike 90% of the people at MI.

and home life sucks too.
i just wanna be out on my own...my rules, my style, my everything.
1 year 3 months baby....I CAN"T WAIT!!!

so my 4th of july kinda sucked. my dad got rushed to the hospital at 2:30 in the morning and he's been in there a few days. he has to have a bunch of tests...maybe surgury on his heart. it's been a scary last couple of days.

It feels like an elephant sat on my face. Surgury sucks.

im getting my wisdom teeth out tomorrow ahhh! im scared!

life is so dull right now. i havent hung out with anyone since schools been out. ive been working alot and gettin lots of money so thats cool. i gotta save up $250 for a new phone, $100 for my rents anniversary surprise, $90 for a tattoo, so thats $440. DANG.

hey people you should call me and we'll hang out. all of my friends need to come back from mississippi.

went to Halie's party last night...it was so much fun.

saw "Mr. Tattoo" there, that was niiice :)

went shopping today and got so many cute things.

i start work saturday...not lookin forward to that.

oh ya, and no nose piercing for lynley :(

hopefully i wont have to work either may 26 or 30 so i can go a a To Burn Within concert.

tonight i went to the baseball game, and they did really well (even tho they lost). then we went to beefs which was alot of fun. i sat with some people i usually don't sit with so that was fun. i talked to daveys sister...she's really cool.

have you ever thought about what places and stuff you'll always remember even when your an adult? well i think i'll always remember going to beef o bradys after every game and sitting with all my friends and laughing and stuff.

also, i was thinking about graduation, and its gonna be soooo sad when we all graduate and split up. im gonna cry. and u know alot of people wont stay in touch, which is sad.

schools almost over and im sooo happy. i cant wait till summer. i need a job, ill probablly end up working at publix or something. but thats ok, theres cute guys at the MI publix. im excited about megans party this weekend. i think im failing chemistry and history...opps!

today i went to the beach with the surf club and i dont even know how to surf. everybody had longboards and it sucked cuz mine was only 6ft. but im gonna stick with it cuz it was fun, even tho i cant do it. maybe i can be like the surf club "manager".

but anyway, me and sheaya want to go to the warped tour but we're not allowed and now im mad.